chaz_lupine's Journal

2:33pm: Here bitches be happy I got big breasts!
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You are Deanna Troi

Deanna Troi 90% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 80% Uhura 80% Worf 80% Chekov 65% Spock 60% Geordi LaForge 60% Mr. Sulu 55% Beverly Crusher 55% Data 53% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 50% Jean-Luc Picard 40% Mr. Scott 30% James T. Kirk (Captain) 25% Will Riker 20%

You are a caring and loving individual. You understand people's emotions and you are able to comfort and counsel them.

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12:52am: Party
Well on Friday I we were celebrating my grandfather and his best friend Vern Miller's birthday. Which should have been fun and excluding the few things that were bad it was. First off my sister Theresa's BBQ place was catering the event which was okay except she didn't show up cause she wasn't feeling well. Next they ran out of silverware so I think that they ended up using the forks that were supposed to be for the 2 cakes that they had. Also this jackass guest who has never met me a day before in his life said to my grandpa, "Oh Charlie is this grandson I thought he wasn't ever coming back. Guess he must of ran out of money." He was very lucky that it was my grandfather's party as well else I would have gotten up and knocked him back on his ass. From what I hear he hasn't been a good person since his wife died would explain why his woman looked a little older then me and he was old it was sick cause you could tell that she was just there cause she had to be to make money. But every cloud has it's silver lining and so here are some good things. First off I got to see my grandpa and get out of the house I don't like big parties normally, but it was fun cause I got to hear everyone's story about my grandpa. I also got to see my nieces and nephews that haven't seen in a long time. Then on my way home we looked around and got to see Christmas lights with them and made me really happy. Also I get to go to my oldest niece, Julia, by my oldest living sister, Pam, and get to see her play the flute she just learned to play it and is already first chair; she is a smart girl and does whatever she puts her mind to. Today I found out today the reason the jerk said that about me cause when my dad was worried about me moving out he went to this person whom is a bail bondsman. The person said ah don't worry about it he'll come back whenever he runs out of money. My dad apologized cause he said that guy was an idiot and that he knows that wasn't the reason why I moved back.

5:10pm: Woof Woof Teeth
Today I went to the dentist and I haven't been to one in the last 5 years. The first thing going thru my mind was omg they are going to yell at me and tell me how crappy my teeth are. In fact that wasn't the first thing they said they were very friendly the oral hygienist that I had today. They took x-rays and said my teeth bone levels were very good and that's important because that's what causes you teeth to fall out. I knew I had cavities and she found only a few that i didn't know about. When the dentist came in and looked at my teeth he said that my teeth are in good condition and my cavities are not so bad that they can't be fixed yet. So yey to my parents for fixing my teeth for my b-day and christmas for the last 5 years ^^. *Shows off his clean looking teeth.* They just said I needed to start to floss cause I have some gum problems which I've always had. So all and all I am glad and had a great time at the dentist as well my teeth are happy with me as I am have been brushing better lately.

7:59pm: 8 is great
[b]Your Spiritual Number is Eight[/b]

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You bring inspiration and success into people's lives.
You understand how the world works, and you have a knack for money.

Right now, your life is all about goals and progress.
This is nothing new though - you're always moving forward.

You have a lot of perspective in life. You are able to remove your emotions and see the big picture.
You usually bet right in life. You have are intuitive and win often.

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11:13pm: Is this me? ^^ I hope so

You Are 1: The Reformer

You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have uncompromising integrity, and people expect you to be fair. At Your Best: You are hopeful, honest, and inspiring. You bring out the best in humanity. At Your Worst: You are intolerant, judgmental, and picky. Your Fixation: Resentment Your Primary Fear: Being corrupt. Your Primary Desire: To be good. Other Number 1's: Al Gore, Martha Stewart, Gandhi, Celene Dion, and Spock from Star Trek.

11:29pm: I went around today like it was any other day woke up was going to workout, but my favorite sister called me. Why should this make any difference well the last week with my dad being a lazy bastard and not working 2 days this week (counting my B-day) and now has no sick days. So the emotional stress has been high around here cause he is such a downer cause of his attitude. So yeah the kitchen was a little mess and we used the time she was frosting the cake and bring it over to clean it up and make the house a little more nice and happy. We spend the day with her going shopping and I got to spend time with Marcus my 2 year old Nephew who I hadn't met before I moved back to Kansas. And today he fell asleep in the cart for the first time so I was like yey is cause I was here and stuffs. Day goes on and we had to go from shopping straight over to pick up niece from my other sister, least favorite cause she was spoiled brat and always lied about stuff when I was a kid; she still does and was why my Omara (nephew and niece repectively from my dead sister) couldn't come and visit last year for christmas. So we watched her and then dropped her off and had dinner at "Pig in Pig out", a BBQ place that is very very good. Then went to see the most awesomest movie ever today (other movies maybe more awesome laster) "Bolt" in 3D Dobly. I love it from start to finish. Is a must see and you need to see it in 3D. I don't think it wouldn't be as good if I saw it in non-3d but still would be a good movie. The music of my day is my favorite song from "Bolt" with Miley Cyrus and John Travolta. Best Birthday Ever (excluding those I got to have with foxies and kittens).

8:45am: Happy Woof Woof Day
Thanks to foxie kit for remembering my Woof Woof B-day ^^. Hopefully it will be a good day and I'll get to go see Bolt if not blah at the evil establishment and all of that stuffs. If you forgot today is my B-day shame on you Shame Shame! ^^ And I think my scale is lying today but then again I still have 2 more days until weigh myself so I should watch what i eat better yesterday was a bad food day after all >.

8:15am: Yey
Well it's not really go good thing to say yey I lost this much weight when I have gained so much since I have been here. But I am now down to 222 again after working out this week, was up to 225 since I moved here. But anyways yey exercise is good for making you feel better especially this time of the year. My heart goes out to those who are losing their homes to the devastating fire in CA. Is it divine punishment for the way they voted on Prop #8 who knows?

5 more days until Friday ^^!

8:07am: One day at a time
That is more or less how my days are going and I so am not happy right now. Been here less then a month and I think I have gained back all the weight I had to struggle over the last 5 or so years to lose. Though I have started to work out and not eat as much candy evil parents trying to fatten me up so I can't get away I would bet. But once again I am here in Kansas all alone more or less cause my old friends have up and moved away not that I really had many to start with. A few days ago my dad hurt himself being stupid on a ladder and feel off and broke it as well. He didn't listen to me when i told him to go and get stitches, but at least did listen to me when I told him to not cute the big chunk of flesh off his elbow. It's been a few days later and he wanted to show us how it was getting better, but when he moved his elbow infection squirted out at us instead. So I made him go to the er and get it looked at and after 40 minutes or so of them cleaning out the wound it was looking a lot better. They couldn't give him stitches cause it had been over 12 hours since the incident. Is going to make it that much harder for his elbow to heal cause that is a hard place for it to heal in general. He was like oh well I won't be getting off as much time as i gave you off when you fell off that building. He already has had 3 full days off not working and I only got 1.5 days off as I reminded him. But he's older and not such a drunken asshole as he was in the past as well. Anyways I am slowly going on one day at a time trying to live with what life has given me and be happy and content with it.

10:03pm: Weekend Number to in Kansas
Well I've been working my ass of helping my family with the electrical company. Now it's the weekend so I thought yey maybe I can get a weekend off cause my dad had to work overtime this weekend at his other job. But no that didn't happen instead of that I ended up having to help my mother cleaning the house that look like a peepee shank hell hole. So I worked 16 hours the first day and 10 hours the 2nd didn't work as much on Sunday cause we needed to go to church so that stopped the cleaning in the early morning. As well I had to get onto the roof and clean out the gutters cause the basement keeps flooding when it rained. It rained today and yey no flooding maybe my dad should get off his fat ass and clean out the gutters while I wasn't here oh well maybe they will learn.

12:53pm: Yeys
It's not Noon and a simple 10 hour trip turned into a 16 hour trip thanks to having to wait around on people on this side and monkeying around. The priest who is old so it's understandable that he would be a little confused thought we needed to be back in town by 8 AM. So we got back at 7:30 AM thanks to some fast driving and good navigating from me and my dad. So we get there and Mass is just about to get out from the 7 AM Mass and we were like okay maybe the people are there. They were not so the Father calls the people that he was supposed to be meeting up with him and they were like oh we'll be there before the 9 AM Mass. So we went off to get the Father his cellphone charger and when we get back he was still outside waiting they were still no where to be seen so he goes in so he won't be late for Mass. Then about half way thru Mass they get there and were like oh okay we will take his stuff but we have to go over to the Abortion Clinic cause that's where we are protesting take him over there. So after Mass we went and took him over there and somehow we made it home to make this LJ Post. But it was kinda funny how the Father remembered how I did some work on his RV back when my parents made me got slave slave away from them when I used to live in Kansas was really nice. Oh and my dad remembered to tell me that he got scared by my wolf plushie when he walked into my bedroom looking for his slip-on shoes cause he thought it was a real wolf. So there you go I survived 16 hours in a car with my parents and 8 or so with a priest in them. ^^ Is so time for bed now!

8:47pm: OMG God Hates me cause I'm Gay
Well not that it should be any surprise to those of you who have Catholic or Christian parents... but God hates practicing gays. So it's okay to be gay as long as you don't want to act on those urges... yeah right I don't care I'm gay and not be held accountable to someone else's thoughts or opinions. So I've been working for my parents all this week and doing my best to work work work today being no exception. I had to wake up early so that I could help clean off the kitchen table which is like the rest of the house in disarray. Then after that was done I had to help my dad figure out how to get his submersible pump out of the hole that he had it in since he messed up the threads so badly on it that we couldn't use the pipe to pull it up like we were supposed to. And now I have to fork over the rest of my Saturday and some of my Sunday to go sit in a car and pick up a Priest in Iowa and drive him back to Kansas cause he ride fell thru. I can see how this is not going to be a good thing since me and my parents and priest stuck in a car for a long time is not a good thing. Wish me luck and hope I survive to make a post tomorrow.

3:24pm: Kansas
For everyone who was wondering I made it mostly safe back to Kansas. When my parents picked me up we went to eat at Red Lobster and had Shrimp Fest was very nummy lots of good food. Yesterday was my first real day here so I was off to work with me. I was crawling underneath the house to places I could barely fit so I have no idea how my father was going to be able to get to them on his own. Last night I finally got my Cat 5e wire made up so that it would work right and I would have internet (Special thanks to http://archan0x.livejournal.com/ for getting me the info to get it done right) . And we woke up bright and early today to make sure that we could get our work and stuffs done today went around to a lot of different jobs and did stuff now is off to the shop to organize things.

11:17am: Hello
Just thought I'd say hello to everyone and see how they are doing and what not. Life going okay for me though I don't know what will really happen once I go back to Kansas on the 29th of next month. But at least I'll finally get to see my family that I haven't seen in 4 years now. Hopefully everything will be fine here in NY with everyone once I'm gone and issues that need to get resolved will be easier to do so without my distraction around. So as a long mini-chapter of my life is closing so will a new one begin or so I think.